My name is Sofia. I’m eighteen, and I have spent three years at the back of every school event, holding a paper cup of punch and hoping nobody would look my way.
At the spring formal, Lucas walked toward me across the ballroom in a black tuxedo. Lucas, the boy every girl watched. Behind him, three of his friends stood by the buffet with their phones half hidden, already laughing.
I noticed the laughter before he even finished asking. I said yes anyway.
When we were far enough from the group, when his hand was on my waist and the whole ballroom was watching, I leaned toward his ear.
‘I know exactly why you asked,’ I whispered. ‘And I know about the bet. But I also know who wrote the anonymous poems in my locker all year.’
He stopped dancing. The color left his face.
It had begun as a dare, the way these things do. His friends wagered fifty dollars that he wouldn’t ask me. But two weeks earlier, Lucas had been the one who left a folded note in my locker: a line from a poem he’d copied out by hand. Then another. Then eleven more.
I recognised the handwriting on the last one. It was the same slanted letters on the birthday card he had signed for our chemistry teacher.
‘How long have you known?’ he asked, his voice barely audible over the waltz.
‘Since the fourth poem,’ I said. ‘I never said anything because I wanted to see if you would be brave enough to ask me in front of everyone.’
He looked at his friends. They had stopped laughing. One of them had lowered his phone.
‘I didn’t ask because of the bet,’ Lucas said. ‘I lost the bet on purpose two weeks ago. I wanted you to hear it from me and I couldn’t find the words.’
We finished the dance. When the music ended he took my hand, turned to the whole ballroom and said, quite loudly, ‘This is Sofia. She’s the smartest person here, and I’ve been a coward.’
Someone started to clap. It was, of all people, his best friend, who had put his phone away.
We went to the prom together. I still have all thirteen poems. The last one says: ‘Ask her before the music ends.’

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